Be the kind of woman that when your feet hit the floor each morning the devil says, "Oh crap, she's up!"

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Back In Black

It's been a week. And I can no longer stay away. Compulsions. Delusional reality is my game, but at least it is not a delusion of grandeur.

THIS is my blog. While I can fashion myself a new one... this particular url is of my pen name... a name that means more to me than my real name because for once in my life it had no ties to anyone I didn't want it tied to. And even though this name is now stained it is still mine. As Shakespeare once wrote, "A rose by any other name would still smell as sweet" and still have its thorns.

Cristal Phantom. I am clear, but don't exist. I am loud, but never speak. I am bold, but also scared.

Cristal Phantom. I am rage that seeps out of my pores. I am alone like the ugly duckling. I am defiance in the road less traveled.

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